
Can we do it all? Can we make everyone happy? Can we be successful at our work and also be there for our spouses? Is it possible?
Today is a day when I think that the answer is no. Today is one of those days when I'm really glad that I'm not on the fast track to success, because, sheesh, my family would be left behind in the dust.
Just this afternoon, I have tried to balance time with friends, exercise, food, and going to a family funeral visitation into one four hour block.
And I realized that it wasn't possible. And no matter how much I tried to justify one thing or another, the simple fact was that all of those things were good things. To skip any of them would be letting someone down - myself, my support network, those people I am supposed to be support to... A choice had to be made. And I really did try for about 2 hours to figure out how I could get them all fit in. And something had to go.
It's silly that I agonize over these things. It's silly that I am so completely indecisive about what choice is the best. Sometimes it is because I really have been disorganized and planned poorly. But other times, it is because I am blessed with too many choices. Blessed with too many people to spend time with. Blessed with work that I love and hobbies that I love. And a choice has to be made between two good things sometimes. And I need to learn to just be okay with that and know that I'm doing the best I can.
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